Wants & Wishes...

I want to break free

I want to b like a tree

Stand tall & strong;

Be myself & not according to thee

I want to sing my own song

Having lyrics written by me

I want to break free



I want to be like a tree

Stand tall & strong

Be myself & not according to thee

I want to jump,

Jump high & touch the sky

I want to fly,

Spread my wings like an angel; in the deep blue sky

I want to be free; like the river Mississippi;

Keep flowing! Keep glowing!

I want to dance,

I want to prove myself; if only I got a chance

I want to drink; I want to have a fling;)

I want to change my world at an eye’s blink



How I wish my wishes came true!!!

But its only a wish & such wishes never come true

But hoping against hope & keeping my fingers crossed

I just hope on I just hope one day they come true; the wishes that I just thought

A pen & emotions

Dreamer. An individual who resides in all of us. Being a dreamer is a process which comes as involuntarily to us as breathing. We build fairy tales, wishing with our closed eyes on falling stars. We listen to successful stories fantasizing it to be our ours. 'Sub'conscious mind is a very powerful tool. I second that thought. Deja Vu is a by product of the chemical processes taking place in the subconscious mind.You haven't REALLY experienced the moment before but something says that you have.'Sub'conscious mind is a very powerful tool. Indeed.

The individual in question is the one who acts as warehouse of all our dreams & cushions us in times of discomfort. Even then its not an evergreen forest. Its more like...like an hourglass. There are moments when its content empty out completely taking with themselves all the dreams and aspirations.At this point, we look for someone to blame. Someone on whom we can vent out our frustration.

Not long back i learnt from my books that we always look for a third person to blame him/her for our failures. Most often than not, it is someone close to us. However, recently, i also learnt that there is an expiry date on blaming others too. One fine day, you have to grow up,stand & take responsibility for everything. Yes, for just about anything that happens. And it is then that you realise, that dreams are a path to give hope to yourself, to define a goal for yourself. They are forever etched in the mind. In life, a small stone makes you stumble and turn the hourglass. But what you have to remember is that even though the contents have moved, they're not lost. They have just been transferred from one area to another. You just have to change your outlook to find the new area.

No doubt the feeling is unsettling, but patience is what it demands. Always remember, the gory, black sky of the night also has a faintly sparkling moon in it. A moon which tries to keep the spirit high while reiterating that the bright sun is right behind him. PATIENCE.

DEPART

                                                                       

Each time we hear our favorite song.. The memories come along.. Older times we're missing.. Spending the hours reminiscing.... -                   - The Little River Band.

Its strange how as a human being you can experience diverse emotions togethr. 

happy.sad

cry.laugh

excited.not so excited

I wish to hold on but i have to let go. The moments, the time, the happiness, the smiles, all sip away. I tighten my grip and dey slip away faster.

There are memories i want to store, feelings i want to keep...forever...for eternity. But i can already see them fading away, feel them being washed away by the waves of time. And i am scared. 

People i like, people i love, people i trust. But do they feel the same. I love, i care. Do they? I share, i trust. Do they?

They do ! :D !

They dnt ! :(

WHY?!?!? What did i do that went wrong. I spoke. I said everything. I didn't hide. Then why?

Questions....innumerable! Answers...none.

NO.I don't want answers. What i want is my world...yes...my precious little fairy world where i can fly, i can laugh, i can shout, i can live with no boundaries, i can love, i can trust....I CAN DREAM.

Regrets i probably have many but i wnt count them. No, not now. That time is long over. Right now i'll just pack my bag with the smiles, happiness, laughter and words. Words which made sense, or may be few that did not!

I'll fill it up till it bursts. And in the end i'll put in a prayer. A prayer thanking god for gifting me with everything. A prayer for my friends and family. A prayer for their wishes. A prayer to help me retain all that i have packed. A prayer to get me back here...to get me back home.