DEPART

                                                                       

Each time we hear our favorite song.. The memories come along.. Older times we're missing.. Spending the hours reminiscing.... -                   - The Little River Band.

Its strange how as a human being you can experience diverse emotions togethr. 

happy.sad

cry.laugh

excited.not so excited

I wish to hold on but i have to let go. The moments, the time, the happiness, the smiles, all sip away. I tighten my grip and dey slip away faster.

There are memories i want to store, feelings i want to keep...forever...for eternity. But i can already see them fading away, feel them being washed away by the waves of time. And i am scared. 

People i like, people i love, people i trust. But do they feel the same. I love, i care. Do they? I share, i trust. Do they?

They do ! :D !

They dnt ! :(

WHY?!?!? What did i do that went wrong. I spoke. I said everything. I didn't hide. Then why?

Questions....innumerable! Answers...none.

NO.I don't want answers. What i want is my world...yes...my precious little fairy world where i can fly, i can laugh, i can shout, i can live with no boundaries, i can love, i can trust....I CAN DREAM.

Regrets i probably have many but i wnt count them. No, not now. That time is long over. Right now i'll just pack my bag with the smiles, happiness, laughter and words. Words which made sense, or may be few that did not!

I'll fill it up till it bursts. And in the end i'll put in a prayer. A prayer thanking god for gifting me with everything. A prayer for my friends and family. A prayer for their wishes. A prayer to help me retain all that i have packed. A prayer to get me back here...to get me back home.